I have one epistemic problem. It is internalistic expresion of subject of epistemology. I know epistemology, I understand epistemology, I know how I know epistemology, so all terms are set by the internalistic thoery of knowledge, but there is issue about my expresion of knowledge. I didn't got mark last exam just beacuse professor told me that I need to work on my presentation of mater at the exam.
God damn, that is so hard, I mean,, my thongue get stuck when I'm about to talk about some matter that I get in some endless loop of sayin' some endless loop of sayin' some endless loop of sayin' something in particular. You see? That was forced out demonstration of my talking during the exam. I need to fight this. I've came up with few strategies, first one connsists in learning out loud at my room. Usualy (I think I miss-spelled that word) i study at the local library, and it's OK there, I seat, I repeat in my self, everything goes just fine, but after I realise that I repeated just notes, keywords and I leftout the meat of some particular subject. So I tried to study answering whole sentences out loud, simulating exam it self. But that goes just too slow, and IT'S FUCKIN' HARD! My braing feels like some sort of mash, it hurts you know. And to honest, being in my room, ain't easy to focus on something that is away from my comuter. So I needed to thnik some fast cure, that will help me pass this exam. Thing I did, was to read loud, and then trying to concentrate in reconstruction of my knowledge about certain area. I belive that will help me, but I need to think in future, how to solve this my internalistic problem, how to expres those things ... gees I feel so desperate ...

Thank you for reading me ...